Monday, March 16, 2009

iLLusion



I never knew love was until i met you. I never expected changes in my life. You were different from those guys i used to mingle with. You know how people got to have first love.... It is in you where i felt true love. I felt so much for you. And if ever that i could put back time. I would do so, the time wherein we were still together sharing great moments but unfortunately i cant.

I kept thinking of you..everyday and every moment. I've been in a battle between my mind and my heart..my mind about to give up but here comes my heart saying cheer up. I cant stop loving you. I've been spending time thinking of happy moments we had. And keep pretending the truth that we're far from each other.(totally far from each other)

...somehow this heart of mine would learn to accept reality and be contented...

...contented to be just missing you!

i dont know if i do really need to say goodbye..but as for now i am still confuse and i am drowning of thoughts on how things work and used to be. I dont have any guts to get along with somebody else and pretend to be happy though im not. I thought i already knew you since before. I just waited for the time to say that i still have lots of things to know 'bout you..and here is the time!!!..maybe its too late

1 comments:

baby said...

In the sand,on the shore.
I found a shell,that I adore.

In the sun shinning bright, I thought of you
in purest delight.

Dark at night,deep in dreams.
Such blissful sleep,I am your queen.

In my life you are the one,
that's filled my heart with precious love.

Gifts are sent from up above.
Thank you Lord,

for the one I love!

 
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